Wednesday, October 31, 2007

A new day

A new beginning.
Everyday is like being reborn again.
Every waking is like a bran new start.
I love life. I love my friends.

I'm not going to be alone. Ever.
I know sometimes life gets a little lonely,
but thats when I need to keep my chin up.
Thats when I have to slow down.

Life is what happens when you are busy making plans.
I need to enjoy the now.
Love what I have and not what I don't.
Envy is what sparks feelings of sadness.

I am lucky. I truly am.
I love life.
I am alive.
I feel like living.

=[ Bitter sweet

I feel so lonely. I can't wait to see her again. I love her so much. I wish she didn't live so far away. I'm so happy I get to see you. I thought about when I have to say goodbye, and I think I'm going to cry when I say farewell.


I'm so .. lost, alone, and just.. pathetic. I'm so sad. I don't know why, and whats worst is that no one is here that give a shit.

I hate that there is no one here that cares for me. Thats why I want a relationship. So that someone cares for me. The way I care for them. I care for my friends too much and I'm not suppose too. al;dskajf
fuck, i'm so frustrated because i don't like how that sounds. Its so fuckin' lame. why don't people love me, or give a shit, or gave a fuck.

Y don't you care as much as i cared for you.
Y don't you care

I feel so done with love and shit. I only get disappointed and hurt, always.


Sunday, October 28, 2007

go away

Damn.. i'm so bored of this place... I'm so bored of this damn place, and of the people... i feel so frustrated, so enclosed, so caged. I want out.