People point something out... and you are all, "no. no way." but in all reality it's true... sigh. I feel so frustrated after this because i feel so stupid. I don't like it. It's more than that. It's just. How is it.... fuck.... Why do we care so much for people, who don't care back in the same way. Naivety can't be the explanation can it? What was it that we saw in that person that made us so infatuated. What made it so that that person can do no wrong. That they can walk all over you again and again. Push you aside for something better.....or maybe, what i call friendship isn't friendship at all. Maybe i'm the blind one. I'm the doormat... I'm the stupid boy who stays up late just to wait for a phone call, only to get hung up on because of another call on another line. From someone more important. Why is it that I will drop everything I am doing at the moment for these selected people..... why do i expect something in return... i feel like a bad person to do so. Damn.
I hate it that you are right Ethan.
About Me
- Keith
- I'm Keith.. I like to think I'm cool. I read a lot, play taiko, brush my teeth, eat and do a bunch of other stuff. First started playing taiko with UCI's Jodaiko. Currently helping out with Fresno Gumyo taiko.
1 comment:
im sorry. u make me feel kinda bad for being insightful. but i guess sometimes an eye opener isnt really all bad. i mean sure, things arent always the prettiest to look at...but it sure is an opportunity to readjust ur outlook of what is and what isnt pretty. sometimes if u look deep enough something really great can come out of something ugly. its worth a look.
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